Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart, be acceptable in Thy sight, O Lord, my Strength and my Redeemer. Psalm 19:14

Saturday, October 15, 2011

An Answered Prayer

6 I call on you, my God, for you will answer me;
   turn your ear to me and hear my prayer.
7 Show me the wonders of your great love,
   you who save by your right hand
   those who take refuge in you from their foes. 
Psalm 17:6-7
 
It is so easy to fall into rote prayers most of the time.  Thank you God for this day, be with us, keep us safe, forgive us...you know, things like that.  And then there are prayers that are massive...God lift this terrible burden, save his/my life, heal this broken body, etc.  But because there is so much suffering and ugliness in the world, I have hard time praying for "trivial" things.  My heart knows that God hears my prayers, no matter the size, but my brain tells me that He's too busy and that it's silly to pray for such minuscule things.  But I know deep in my being that that is just a lie from the evil one.  And I have a story to prove that!

We have lived in this current home for close to three years and in that time our aerobic septic system has not worked properly.  If you don't know how they work, here's the gist ~ at night the liquid that has been "purified" sprays out into the yard.  I know...gross, right?!  It's supposed to be clear and clean...

Anyway, ours has a terrible smell.  When we bought the house 1.5 years ago the subdivision put a 1 year warranty on it and assured us that they would do everything they could to get it fixed.  They sent out multiple people to look at it and every one of them claimed it was fine and that the smell is normal.  We even, by law, have to have it inspected quarterly, and they claimed it was fine.  We however don't believe it.  But now a year and half later, with the warranty expired the smell has gotten so much worse.  Our neighbors are complaining, I'm afraid to walk in the yard and we can't afford to have anyone come out and look at it.  We explained to our neighbors that we have done everything that we know how to do and the "experts" claim that nothing is wrong with it.  
So three days ago I just threw up my hands and prayed a very quick but a very heartfelt prayer.  God, please heal our septic system!  Then I giggled a little because I could just imagine what that sounded like!  Since that moment I haven't thought much about it.
Well yesterday  morning a man showed up from the Environmental Protection Agency.  Apparently the neighbors complaints went straight to the top, the EPA.  Were we in trouble, could we get a fine?  I was nervous...we have no money to diagnose and fix this problem.  The Mister went out to speak with him and about 45 minutes later, I had an answer to my prayer.  There is definitely something wrong with the system (we knew that) and it has to be fixed immediately (again we knew that, just didn't know how!)  We are not in trouble because we have done everything in our power to fix it and not to mention, our "experts" we pay every year to inspect it, claimed it was fine.   This EPA man, sent directly from God has gotten the ball rolling!  We are expecting a septic man that he recommends to come out and diagnose and fix the problem.  EPA man says that this gentleman that is coming is "the best in the field!"  And to make it even better, the subdivision is paying for it even though the system is out of warranty!  
I was weary from the burden of our "poopy dilemma."  I was always on edge, just waiting for the next complaint.  So I lifted my voice to Heaven and with a giggle in my prayer I cried out to my Heavenly Father.  "Heal our septic tank!"  And He heard!  Not only did He hear, but He sent healing!  Within a few days, the smell will be gone and our septic will be as healthy as a horse! 
God cares about every detail of of lives.  We just need to give Him the chance to show that He cares!  Why it took me 3 years to ask for this, I don't know...but I finally did...and now I can rest in His healing presence! 

Have a blessed weekend and never stop lifting your voice to Heaven! :-)


 
 

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

The Perfect Day

I had a perfect day!  Well....as close to perfect as you can get, I suppose.  I rose from a deep and blessed sleep at 6:30 this morning.  The house was still quite, the sky was still dark.  I tiptoed to the bathroom...showered...dressed...and crept downstairs to spend some quite time on the porch.  The air was crisp with a hint of dew on the grass...the temperature hovered at 52 degrees...and I curled up on the swing with a blanket wrapped around my shoulders, my feet tucked under my skirt and my Bible, journal and pen in my lap.  I spent almost an entire hour out on the porch in sweet fellowship with my Creator.  Reading, praying, worshiping and just being still in His Presence. 

After my quiet time I spent the morning in my kitchen, my sanctuary, making homemade applesauce for breakfast, homemade breadsticks for dinner and awaiting the arrival of my sleepy family.

I remained in the Presence of the Most High all day!

Then tonight as I was putting my little man to bed, HE read ME a story!  When I get discouraged at myself for "not teaching him enough" I need to remember that moment!  Then my almost 6 year old "baby boy" lifted his voice to Heaven and prayed with me...the most raw, heartfelt and undefiled prayer!  His words came straight from his heart!  The kind of prayer that I want to pray!  I have no greater joy then to hear my children walk in truth! 1 John 1:4

Thank you Heavenly Father for pouring Your Presence out so thick in the house, that I couldn't hide from it even if I wanted to!  I can't thank You enough for the blessings that You so freely give us!  Things that we don't deserve!  My heart and my mind are Yours.  Teach me to love like You love.  Lead me where You want me to go.  Teach me to follow You and know Your voice above all else.  Father, I want to know Your heart.  I want to cry when You cry, I want to laugh when You laugh, I want to hate what You hate and love what You love.  Teach me Lord...